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Mortal

by D'Meitz & Ilusha

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1.
Only One 04:39
i'm damaged goods, damn good when i'm damaged you couldn't understand it if you tried to why try to explain, when mystery is all it that takes to divide you poets lie through their teeth, yet all you see is a smile, small delusions and music, two keys to survival i feed on being misunderstood, patiently await your arrival the fate of us all, you're mine for the taken, i just hope i survive you and it goes, are you ready for war...and it goes if i could be the only one, that you ever knew if i could be the only one to hurt you if i could be the only one if i could be, then i would be then i would be if i could be the only one, that you ever knew if i could be the only one to hurt you if i could be the only one if i could be, then i would be then i would be death, dishonor, misfits, dollars, miscreants, daughter, misses her father, daddy doesn't, miss madonna if this dilemma ends tomorrow i'll instigate an intifida, since an infant ought not enter combat, infantry is instant slaughter in the arms of ancient martyrs, infidels, forgive the violence give the arms up to his the honor, seeking, driven speaking, victims, we've committed, freedom, eager women, children, birth to soldiers, words of pardons please forgive my deity, i need need need if i could be the only one, that you ever knew if i could be the only one to hurt you if i could be the only one if i could be, then i would be then i would be if i could be the only one, that you ever knew if i could be the only one to hurt you if i could be the only one if i could be, then i would be then i would be the fear inside, experience where the fighters hear the lions, hear them cry, the pain of gains the loss of conquer, its off and on and so often honor is sacrificed to a cause of comfort, the cost comes with a lot of authors with all their offers to tell your story from their office and for their parlors their salons where they charm the cobras mother, fathers, we're all disordered the bomb plot has disarmed us, guardians of royal sovereigns forewarned us the hordes upon us so tomorrow befall our charter the call to arms from God the Father if i could be the only one, that you ever knew if i could be the only one to hurt you if i could be the only one if i could be, then i would be then i would be if i could be the only one, that you ever knew if i could be the only one to hurt you if i could be the only one if i could be, then i would be then i would be if i could be the only one, that you ever knew if i could be the only one to hurt you if i could be the only one if i could be, then i would be then i would be the only thing wrong…if i could be the only one
2.
Minutemen 04:15
and the minutemen obeyed blood flowed into yellow bags from cartridges and empty mags automatics and army flags and people just ig-nored nored nored nored classes taught only math mother and father taught us wrath the garden fought a rocky path followed it to a door door door door door the phantoms flew in foggy breath we drew it in, it tasted fresh small traces of aftermath my only fear is more more more more its all in five its all in six addendum to the crucifix a sense of movement sensitive recruited fight for war war war war war and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight oh just give me a minute, man just give me a minute i'll only need a secondhand help me for your penance just give me a minute, man just give me a minute i'll only need a secondhand help me for your penance oh its all in five its all in six addendum to the crucifix a sense of movement sensitive recruited fight for war war war war there were people in the stacks they were falling through the cracks they were sold in jumbo packs they all work for the lord lord lord lord lord as the light shone overhead she took control of all the dead she took their numbers took their lead marked their arms with four four four four and the broken windows shot the light refracted down the block the people ran to shadows, stop soldiers throw them to floor floor floor floor floor and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight oh just give me a minute, man just give me a minute i'll only need a secondhand help me for your penance just give me a minute, man just give me a minute i'll only need a secondhand help me for your penance oh there are people im dem keller there is wine in the roof es gibt leute im dem keller es der wein im dach there's a person im dem keller has some cheese, has some roots there's a body im dem keller has no teeth, has no boots there's a fear inside that consumes me theres a fear it me reproduce im dem keller i must go where you only see what you knew and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight and the minutemen obeyed as they ran into the fight oh just give me a minute, man just give me a minute i'll only need a secondhand help me for your penance just give me a minute, man just give me a minute i'll only need a secondhand help me for your penance oh
3.
Eurydice 03:56
and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down you won't get rid of me, so easily Eurydice with all your amphetamine, mortal flaw deficiencies you won't get ahead of me, too far, a few stars, you better be leaving breadcrumbs, locks of hair, expensive perfume marks the air impending doom and bedlam, i'm head strong travel headlong won't head home - till i get you get back in front of me and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down you won't get rid of me, so easily Eurydice with all the remedies, antidotes for atrophy i'll trace ya steps and i'll chase ya death, i'm weighted on, baited breath just leave me breadcrumbs, locks of hair, expensive perfume to mark the air excuse me River Styx, excuse cerebus a sympathetic symphony for Lady Persephone i play a tune to a woman's ear, Hades removed, he doesn't care he loves his queen or at least, doesn't want to argue everything one caveat, before we leave, my sweet Eurydice i can't look at you to know, that you're near me or you'll go finally trapped to the grave, betrothed to the shades so i must brave my gaze - on the ground in front of me and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down to the grave and i broke my leg the other day trying to follow you down and so i lead us on, this rocky path, blind faith is strong i hear you stumble, i don't reach to help, i need to just keep to my self i hear you cry and i hear you breathe, then it all starts to recede pass the hounds and foul rivers to meadow fields and warm dinners i see a light, don't hear you though, the gods play tricks on people so i turn around - and you fade in front of me
4.
Cheap Dragon 02:59
i feel it coming and its running through my system, right i feel it coming and its running through my system, right don't know what i'm gonna do when it hits home, i'm tellin you i feel it coming and its running through the city, right i feel it coming and its running through the city, right don't know where its going to if it hits home, i'm tellin you free from oppression, and free from the middle men free from upper management, free from smaller dividends free lunch, free healthcare, its free medicine free vaccinations for all the veterans out of order so our order we got out of line out of pocket out of nickels and we out of dimes outer space maybe we just out our minds out of luck out of options and we out of time i wanna be free i wanna be free i wanna be cheap at least i'll be cheap there was a dragon in the core there was a system to the locks there was a burden that we bore for the golden pretty watch was a demon in the wait was a thief up in the safe creep underneath the staircase that held a mirror with no face was a man out in the hall he was searching through the trash there was a reason to it all it comes in card it comes in cash i wanna be free i wanna be free i wanna be cheap at least i'll be cheap i feel it coming got my number got my gun n' sights i feel it coming got my number got my gun n' sights don't know who i'm gonna shoot but they'll drop down i'm tellin you i feel it coming in the thunder in the pretty skies i feel it coming in the thunder in the pretty skies don't know if its rings true for me as much as for you crush my head, crush my spine, and crush my soul lustful fury, lustful mind, got a lust for gold neediness, need a break like i need a sign money makers, money changers, money's on my mind satisfaction, saturdays, and saturn's rings matter of fact, matter of opinion, doesn't matter to me ease of access, easy ways, did it all with ease snake oil salesmen saved our souls serendipitiously i wanna be free i wanna be free i wanna be cheap at least i'll be cheap there was a dragon in the core there was a system to the locks there was a burden that we bore for the golden pretty watch was a demon in the wait was a thief up in the safe creep underneath the staircase that held a mirror with no face was a man out in the hall he was searching through the trash there was a reason to it all it comes in card it comes in cash i wanna be free i wanna be free i wanna be cheap at least i'll be cheap
5.
so i met her, and i bet i bed her better then her ex sir so she met me, and bet we end up sweaty, well just let me successfully, effortlessly, connect and create friction we hate fiction, she hates dating, opportunistic, i hate waiting so we moved in a room full of ummm, doom for the culture maybe its too soon for adultery but for surely i'm altered, halter tops won't stop gyrating, my minds aching, i find breaking glass and slamming doors quite frightening, though i'm lighting fast reflexes my ex is walking in through the exit, i'm not a sexist, but i hate that BITCH Clear Music/Muddy lyrics i'm so uncomfortable, so awkward, and so functionable so dystopic, out of balance, off my rocker, one of those i'm so assurable, manipulated, incurable, so perfectly content being that jerk that irks you so i'm so uncomfortable, so awkward, and so functionable so dystopic, out of balance, off my rocker, one of those i'm so assurable, manipulated, incurable, so perfectly content being that jerk that irks you so Muddy Music/Clear lyrics hopped in a cab, locked in the doors, and across my lap was an awful plan often i am, affected by liquor, affected by weed, so expect that i'm bitter i'm a closet, a freak novice, an awful person penchant for perversion dirtier than a sturgeon, a warm bowl of brief excursions we feed an insurgency of purple feet and hurt uncertain-ties she searches her purse i search for words to seize her and search her to caesar's pizzeria, feed her serve her till we get drunk we drink drink drink drink drink drink drink glub ga-glub glub glub ga-glub glub we drink drink drink drink drink drink drink glub ga-glub glub glub ga-glub glub Clear Music/Muddy lyrics i'm so uncomfortable, so awkward, and so functionable so dystopic, out of balance, off my rocker, one of those i'm so assurable, manipulated, incurable, so perfectly content being that jerk that irks you so i'm so uncomfortable, so awkward, and so functionable so dystopic, out of balance, off my rocker, one of those i'm so assurable, manipulated, incurable, so perfectly content being that jerk that irks you so we decided we had enough hanging around so we go to paint it red downtown and this bar we found i got a few more rounds and then i noticed there was this clown trying to pounce on my mound i'm like, i got that four pound so a couple more shots, and i was fallen above the ground and i took my girl home, to our little brown stone trying to bone but i was soft underground and my moan broken, the only sound...
6.
Jacqueline 05:25
RA and she lives in a wooden box and you can tell that she is mine she dances, just look through the slots allow me to open the blinds RB when i get my hands upon that man when i get my hands upon his head i promise on everything i am that i will kill him dead, dead, dead RA and i carve up a lonely spot in the corner of my mind where the old types of me rot i line my brain with bleach and lime RB he treats me like an open sore he prods at me and pokes my head these evil things that i have bore i will get vengeance when he's dead, dead, dead NI bear me, corrupt me, make me tougher share me, your trophy make me suffer fear me, choke me, call me Lover we'll be lucky together forever RA she's made of glass, she's insecure let go of me, there's no future she's so convinced, she's self-assured i'm frightened that she's still in love RB and i don't need you, of this i'm sure you cut my skin, you choked my chords you took my faith, you took much more get out of my head, head, head RA i'm fragile though i am a man she is much stronger than i am she only pretends that she's hurt trying to trap me but it won't work RB i've got others, wait and see i'll find someone who really loves me but you won't hurt anyone again once i have revenge - venge venge NI bear me, corrupt me, make me tougher share me, your trophy make me suffer fear me, choke me, call me Lover we'll be lucky together forever RA she approaches from the wind she move in through the darkness still i feel her hand against my skin i feel her come in for the kill RB and now my love, you're only mine promise me i'm all that's left i just wanna feel your skin and i just wanna hear your breath, breath, breath RA now i live in a wooden box she bashed my head, she broke my spine parts of me, they all were chopped and spread throughout the metro side RB no one will ever feel again as low as you made me become i finally have my revenge the deed is done, you are dead, dead, dead
7.
Spider Army 06:59
dedi-cated my life rededicated my, existence to fitness trying to exercise - my memories when my effort to be better sighs let them never say i never strived eyes closed, wind blows, windows shake petrified like muscles struggle crumble from the reps, the size rocks being thrown, my home mocks whats left inside raindrops, the garden steams up insecticide, i feel like, i might be on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one ladybugs, fire ants, no spider webs survive this insectoid genocide the back drop evergreen tomatoes, its seems they'll never ripe red as the cannons that light up the harvest skies and we're all on borrowed time, i barter mine i trade, i argue, so often, its just the cost of pride later the children sleep deep with heavy eyes run in circles chase each other, i feel the pressure rise i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one it cuts in me, i push i breathe i must not leave, sanctuary it cuts in me, i push i breathe i must not leave, sanctuary i want to be comfortably destructive, motive, so drug-free i want to be, comfortably destructive, motive, so drug-free the weight is thick, the music dark, my mood is melancholy the church bells are calling, wedding or another fallen another dream another segment one more leg another bite another scratch and one more egg i try to kill the feelin, no one's as real as me as unreal as i've been, thin webs of self-deceit i'm not a good person, i'm not a pure being i'm just another arachnid pulling your strings i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one left from her childhood, so many things rot lost to anthills, family portraits and family plots the dark attic, the basement centipede sentries fought a battle for decorations, small nations swallow up i never weep over sacrifice nor memories it's like mosquitoes take chase to catch the scent of me, i sweat, i bleed, my chest burns like extermination the smoke'll rise cockroaches thrive through the annihilation i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one it cuts in me, i push i breathe i must not leave, sanctuary it cuts in me, i push i breathe i must not leave, sanctuary i want to be comfortably destructive, motive, so drug-free i want to be, comfortably destructive, motive, so drug-free matchboxes turn to caskets, and shoe boxes mold checks fade, dust falls 'cross giant centerfolds another rep another set feel my depression lull the air's cold to scorpions use to desert snow wasps, bees, dragonflies, and all the fireflies bursts of energy light the skies, as we romanticize a spider army marches on, we all fall in line left left left left, right right right right i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel my legs give, i push the weight in i lose my place in, the everyday its too much take its, you can't relate its one of the greatest, of the forsaken of the forbidden, since our creation one of the masses, under the nations one of the ways home, from our betrayed hope and one just wonderin, where my days go i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel like, i might be the on-ly one and if i am, then i'm gon be a lonely one i feel like…
8.
Hard Rain 04:18
i feel drained emotionally and hope- fully we will make it till the moment that we are older than we were, of course you know i need first a moment to be first, bold as a virgin, open and she's pure, caught in the moment, i pre-pre-prefer of course you know me, what horrors afford me and no one is so pure, when you look closely i feel like i owe me, least thats what i told me when i would twist her, first i would kiss her, just to convince her loud as a whisper, slipped in no injury so tender she wasn't innocent, i have a record maybe i'll lose her, just on purpose so i act harsher, and she falls deeper i'm sure i'll lose her, if i act sweeter then i run the risk, that i might need her still i know her better, than she the difference and i really want is to keep my distance won't ball my fist up, maybe it's just cause i'm more sadistic you're better than me, but with you i could be, so much better you never would leave, cause you're in love with me, however i've been here before, i've seen it all before, i know much better yeah you're in love with me, but you're going to leave, whenever i know we'll part ways, not hard to take it cause as time passes, i've got so jaded i'm hardly phased, after all our wasted conversations my cars parked waiting, apartment basement a thought of chasin, but i'm too vain and you're too gorgeous when your in pain and of course it's dangerous of course i've ordered more disorders of course i'm caught an i'm awful awkward i'm often lost in my thoughts and honest i'm narcissistic more often than not i'm caught in a bottle an artist ought not far from bottom and i'm so honored to be so your target for your prophecy receive your martyr before we get involved and need each other look not to me to be your father i will not raise you i will not save you i'll leave you broken heed my warnings, only in song when i speak honestly, and open, and only when in person, do my verses suffer distortion you're better than me, but with you i could be, so much better you never would leave, cause you're in love with me, however i've been here before, i've seen it all before, i know much better yeah you're in love with me, but you're going to leave, whenever i'm not one for dramatics, just one for the action passions that burns the planet that we make love on i'm not one to be cruel, just one of the usual fools that cling to beautiful women that want strong men that are willing, men that are killers tequila and bits of glass to reveal our true desires to fight to fuck tonight let's just refine our lust and find for once a real sensation
9.
Lullaby 05:27
as of late i've had problems, maybe its fate maybe my conscience, or well maybe the bottles maybe tomorrow i'll escape my way of living i can't blame a system, i make my own decisions save for the ones that are made for me unknowingly and hopefully those would be with my best interests in mind if its divine intervention or some coincidence, fine but you've slipped in my life, slipped in my bedroom so listen cause i have to tell you, since the very first time i feel pure, i feel hurt, i feel insecure i feel overwhelmed at the thought of your at least i want to and i try to and i hope i will someday, just right now i just wanna feel i wanna feel pain, pleasure, hope, and fear i just wanna feel something to let me know i'm real its just another pill, its just another pill its just another moment to give up, until drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop its like i've been here before, so defensive i won't let her get near me, no, it won't work she won't hurt me like the one in my past, so i'll have fun with her then be done with her, don't won't none of my past creeping up on me, even though she's different its the same old tricks again i feel the same whenever i press my lips against, i taste dissonance she might love me now, but she won't miss me when she's with him, they always go with him, i know it and i just hope it ends, before i get too close, the walls are closing in openin another bottle, its my only friend i feel pure, i feel hurt, i feel insecure i feel overwhelmed at the thought of your at least i want to and i try to and i hope i will someday, just right now i just wanna feel i wanna feel pain, pleasure, hope, and fear i just wanna feel something to let me know i'm real its just another pill, its just another pill its just another moment to give up, until drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop i feel a rush, i feel it take over, the waits over from feelin over weight to bearin weight on my shoulders the water pills, hydroxycuts, the diuretics muscle rehabilitators rebuild me unpathetic upset stomach, vikodin, a crush on the crushed a penchant for self-destruction, oxycotin lust its sexual in nature anti-intellectual com-plex and so creative i need a prescription, i need an illness i feed off guilt trips i really need to milk this one really need to draw this out, just really need to draw blood when times were easy and we were hard so much smarter when we were gods among men well God knows before long we'll call on our demons just to feel at home i feel pure, i feel hurt, i feel insecure i feel overwhelmed at the thought of your at least i want to and i try to and i hope i will someday, just right now i just wanna feel i wanna feel pain, pleasure, hope, and fear i just wanna feel something to let me know i'm real its just another pill, its just another pill its just another moment to give up, until drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop drop…drop.
10.
Comfortable 04:11
i just roll out of bed, killed the boy, now he's dead and i feel, real, real comfortable x2 the lily pads reflect and spin in sun lit creeks deep enough to play with the mud if the turtles were faster, i wouldn't capture them the reeds break, spiders leap, fish chase after them the cats and dogs, rats and frogs, and the gnats and snakes the visions i've had when swimming in the lake and through the rivers we make it to the ocean where waves crash, todays catch, sea shells glowin where is my father n' where is my mother n' there goes my sister, there goes my brother i'm alright with this, a sun-kissed babe i'm fresh as the sand castle, my friends i just made the tides rolling in, the sun's losing rays rematch tomorrow, against the foamy waves i love the beach, i love the water, and i love the sand i love the crabs the fruit drinks at the little stand i love my family i love my home i love my holidays i love everything about this age i just roll out of bed, killed the boy, now he's dead and i feel, real, real comfortable x2 my first rock song, my first rap song my first french kiss, the first tit i grabbed on the first hit burns, the first shot to my chest she was my very first, although not my very best from junior high drinking in the bathroom to smoking weed every weekend during high school i never cared for grades, though i did well on tests still unsuccessful, maybe i'm overstressed tryin to compare to my sister, a four point oh i quit basketball, baseball, every sport i know of course i know i'll change by when college starts i tried college but i prefer the finer arts i didn't pass, grabbed my bags, moved to the east coast got into fashion, still love rap and the weed smoke i break dance, break hearts, and break down grams rap my ass off, work part time, have a lot of friends i hate my family, hate my job, and i hate my home some of the few truths that i know i just roll out of bed, killed the boy, now he's dead and i feel, real, real comfortable x2 another ticket and then another arrest i'm too intoxicated vomit's all across chest i promised i'd be famous by twenty i'm still a no one but no one can tell me anything i took school lightly, took drugs heavily still get aroused by pills and the scent of weed still love cocaine, strippers, and gambling narcotics got me caught up in a fantasy been clean since the night of september sixth save a few missteps, how i love to reminisce i didn't want to go jail, i'd rather go to war so instead of a chain gang, i join the corps helped me turn life around, i'm clear headed probably the best decision i ever regretted i gotta give 'em credit, i'm in shape and brave i left a bad situation and i change my ways least i promise to my mama, i'ma be my best until i e-a-s i just roll out of bed, killed the boy, now he's dead and i feel, real, real comfortable x3 i just roll out of bed, killed the boy, now he's dead and i feel, so, so comfortable

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