i feel drained emotionally and hope-
fully we will make it till the moment that we
are older than we were, of course
you know i
need first a moment to be first, bold as
a virgin, open and she's pure, caught
in the moment, i pre-pre-prefer

of course you know me, what horrors afford me
and no one is so pure, when you look closely
i feel like i owe me, least thats what i told me
when i would twist her,
first i would kiss her, just to convince her
loud as a whisper, slipped in no injury
so tender she wasn't innocent,
i have a record

maybe i'll lose her, just on purpose
so i act harsher, and she falls deeper
i'm sure i'll lose her, if i act sweeter
then i run the risk, that i might need her
still i know her better, than she the difference
and i really want is to keep my distance
won't ball my fist up, maybe it's just cause
i'm more sadistic

you're better than me, but with you i could be, so much better
you never would leave, cause you're in love with me, however
i've been here before, i've seen it all before, i know much better
yeah you're in love with me, but you're going to leave, whenever

i know we'll part ways, not hard to take it
cause as time passes, i've got so jaded
i'm hardly phased, after all our wasted
conversations
my cars parked waiting, apartment basement
a thought of chasin, but i'm too vain and
you're too gorgeous when your in pain and
of course it's dangerous

of course i've ordered more disorders
of course i'm caught an i'm awful awkward
i'm often lost in my thoughts and honest
i'm narcissistic
more often than not i'm caught in a bottle
an artist ought not far from bottom
and i'm so honored to be so your target
for your prophecy receive your martyr

before we get involved and need each other
look not to me to be your father
i will not raise you i will not save you
i'll leave you broken
heed my warnings, only in song when
i speak honestly, and open, and only
when in person, do my verses
suffer distortion

you're better than me, but with you i could be, so much better
you never would leave, cause you're in love with me, however
i've been here before, i've seen it all before, i know much better
yeah you're in love with me, but you're going to leave, whenever

i'm not one for dramatics, just one for the action
passions that burns the planet that we make love on

i'm not one to be cruel, just one of the usual
fools that cling to beautiful women that want strong

men that are willing, men that are killers
tequila and bits of glass to reveal our true desires

to fight to fuck tonight let's just refine our lust
and find for once a real sensation