as of late i've had problems, maybe its fate
maybe my conscience, or well maybe the bottles
maybe tomorrow i'll escape my way of living
i can't blame a system, i make my own decisions
save for the ones that are made for me unknowingly
and hopefully those would be with my best interests in mind
if its divine intervention or some coincidence, fine
but you've slipped in my life, slipped in my bedroom
so listen cause i have to tell you, since the very first time

i feel pure, i feel hurt, i feel insecure
i feel overwhelmed at the thought of your
at least i want to and i try to and i hope i will
someday, just right now i just wanna feel
i wanna feel pain, pleasure, hope, and fear
i just wanna feel something to let me know i'm real
its just another pill, its just another pill
its just another moment to give up, until

drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop

its like i've been here before, so defensive
i won't let her get near me, no, it won't work
she won't hurt me like the one in my past, so i'll have
fun with her then be done with her, don't won't none of my past
creeping up on me, even though she's different
its the same old tricks again
i feel the same whenever i press my lips against, i taste dissonance
she might love me now, but she won't miss me when
she's with him, they always go with him, i know it and
i just hope it ends, before i get too close, the walls are closing in
openin another bottle, its my only friend

i feel pure, i feel hurt, i feel insecure
i feel overwhelmed at the thought of your
at least i want to and i try to and i hope i will
someday, just right now i just wanna feel
i wanna feel pain, pleasure, hope, and fear
i just wanna feel something to let me know i'm real
its just another pill, its just another pill
its just another moment to give up, until

drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop

i feel a rush, i feel it take over, the waits over
from feelin over weight to bearin weight on my shoulders
the water pills, hydroxycuts, the diuretics
muscle rehabilitators rebuild me unpathetic
upset stomach, vikodin, a crush on the crushed
a penchant for self-destruction, oxycotin lust
its sexual in nature anti-intellectual com-plex and so creative
i need a prescription, i need an illness
i feed off guilt trips i really need to milk this one
really need to draw this out, just
really need to draw blood

when times were easy and we were hard
so much smarter when we were gods among men
well God knows before long
we'll call on our demons just to feel at home

i feel pure, i feel hurt, i feel insecure
i feel overwhelmed at the thought of your
at least i want to and i try to and i hope i will
someday, just right now i just wanna feel
i wanna feel pain, pleasure, hope, and fear
i just wanna feel something to let me know i'm real
its just another pill, its just another pill
its just another moment to give up, until

drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop
drop drop drop drop…drop.